Picture taken by Judy Hirst along the Bow River channel in Fish Creek Provincial Park
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As I was walking through the start to the woods, my dog and I were startled by a very large white tailed stag (deer) jumping out of the brush and grass, and bounding past us. My dog couldn’t even bark! It seemed like the deer jumped out of a hole in the sky!
When he was safely past us, he stopped and looked at us. His eyes were very large and dark, and to me, seemed so full of wisdom.
I heard him speak in my head.
“Child, I greet you. You need not be afraid. These things I must tell you. You and others, must set boundaries of what is your territory. You must be able to define and protect it. It is a time for gathering up family. Find those that you trust, and keep them close. Those that stand alone will have the hardest time adjusting to all that is new. Learn how to jump from thing to thing, while keeping the thoughts of what has been very alive. And, look to what is ahead. Jumping from one problem to another is not a solution. All things are corrected where they began, not down the road.”
And then he bounded away.
Blessings,
Judy
picture of Siberian Tiger from PBS.org
I have this vivid memory of sitting with a Tiger, on some rocks, overlooking a small lake. I am sure that I was in dream time, sometime in the last several nights. I know that I was not frightened, and the feeling was like I was with an old friend. We sat and talked.
Tiger was explaining to me that I needed to go out more and practice blending in to the rest of the people or into the environment around me. He said that I should look less happy, and more sad. He suggested that I walk with my head down, and that I not meet people’s eyes. He said that I should slouch along, and not walk upright.
Tiger says that the best way to camouflage is to imitate what is around you. And, even if you are strong and fearless, drawing attention to yourself is often fool hardy. Tiger’s advice, “always keep something in reserve”.
I am not sure why this advice was important for me to have. It does, however, seem glued to the front of my mind. I think that over the next several days, the reason for this teaching will be explained. At least Tiger made the information stick in my mind.
Many blessings,
Judy
The Angels crowded around the meditation room, and the peace and love and harmony massaged the soul. The Archangels guarded the space to keep all that was in the room safe and sacred.
Different Angels talked about the coming changes to everything – where fear would be erased, and the blueprint for fight or flight would cease to exist. They talked of flying and of lights and of energy. They talked about the rippling of time between locations and planets. Most of it was over my head in terms of science. However, the feeling of freedom and joy captured my heart, and a yearning was born. Or, perhaps it is better to say that it was awakened. I think I may have always had this yearning.
Then the Angels talked about how many of us will be making huge career changes to get us in place to doing what we love, and to be in different places to be carriers of light – love, compassion, and generosity. They spoke of amazing opportunities opening up, like doors to far away places. The Sid the changes will be healing for all involved.
I was excited by this prophecy. The time frame feels like several months. The idea of doors opening is beautiful, and comforting. And, even, as my nephew would say, “Sweet!”
Many Blessings,
Judy
From 2007 until 2013, I taught classes on spirituality called “StarTalker Classes”. The classes were popular and each class usually was a chapter in the class book that I put together. In my classes, I sometimes had guest speakers that were specialists in certain parts of spirituality. This blog comes from my notes on one of the classes.
Our entire life has been training. The question is: training in what? This question means: training in which direction?... Are we training in numbing ourselves in the face of fear, or training in waking up? Training in opening the heart, or training in shutting down? - from "Fruitless Labor," by Gaylon Ferguson
Last night, in my StarTalker class (I teach several ladies a program called StarTalker), our guest speaker talked about all the things that we do in our life, and how they all prepare us for working towards understanding ourselves. It was interesting to me that it is not about understanding others which is what we learn in school, in psychology or sociology, it is about understanding ourselves.
We are on a journey of self discovery. We are learning how unique and how exciting our journey is – even if sometimes it feels quite painful. I am still working through all the ideas that were presented last night. However, I am once again amazed that the Universe sent the above quote which ties in 6 the session from last night.
We/I have lots to think about.
Blessings,
Judy
While writing this, I was listening to "Unto The Burning Circle" by Andreas Vollenweider
Polar Bear north of Churchill from https://kids.nationalgeographic.com/animals/mammals/facts/polar-bear
In my blogs, I talk about about many topics connected to spirituality. Each topic reflects something that is going on in my life. Therefore, I truly enjoy writing about animals since the ANIMALS are such a large part of my life.
The Polar Bear has been receiving a lot of attention recently. Polar Bear, however, has been a part of my life since 1972. That is the year that I went to work with Hudson Bay Northern Stores. The clerical work that I did was for the Northern Stores in Churchill, Lynn Lake and north in Manitoba, Northern Saskatchewan and Northern Ontario.
In the winter, the Store Managers, Trainees, and sometimes District Managers from our office in Winnipeg travelled back and forth. Many of the residents from the north would come and visit at my desk. They always had great stories of encounters with polar bears, arctic wolves, arctic foxes, and whales and seals and walruses. As they realized that I really loved to hear stories of polar bears, they began to snap pictures of the animals and send them off to me in the next batch of books to be analysed. I began to get several pictures a month during the winter. I kept some of the pictures, however, the earlier photographic paper does yellow over time, and does not stand up to much handling.
Pictures like this one, of a mother and cubs were common. This picture comes from www.nwf.org.
The point of the story is that when an animal shows up over and over in your life, especially from an early age, a Shaman says that this is one of Power Animals. A Power Animal both shows an aspect of your self as well as showing an external source of power that is always available to you.
At the time that I was meeting Polar Bear for the first time, I did not realize the implications of the true power of this Bear. Polar Bear is truly a specialist in the North - the colour, the ability to hunt all prey in such a camouflaged way as to be invisible, and the great speed - send a message that I did not "get" until a couple of years ago. I think that I am still learning some of it.
What Polar Bear did for me during the time that I worked at Northern Stores was create a love for all things Northern, and a great sadness that the company that I worked for was sponsoring hunters to kill the animals of the North for their fur. I realized that I did not want to be part of that culture and within the year of starting my job, I began taking night classes at University to become something else.
One of the messages that I received from Polar Bear, in a retrospective look at my life, was to move away from being somebody without a goal or a specific purpose. Polar Bear was a BIG motivating factor in moving into Education and then into Accounting, and finally specializing in Accounting Software.
The other thing that Polar Bear did was make sure that I was with the perfect mate. When I met the guy that is now my husband, one of the things that impressed me was that he had a picture of two Polar Bears playing. That picture hung in our bedroom for many years. It is now in our guest room.
I wish you happiness and days of playing!
Blessings,
Judy
Picture from unknown source
Dearest Beloveds… this is the time to be in service! It is the time to help yourself, your family, and all the people that you know, to move beyond that place of fear. Fear takes you back to the place of density. Density takes you into a place of judgement, placing blame, resentment, and control.
When you are in service, that is, doing something kind for others with or without their knowledge, then life is good. You are in a vibration that does not see or feel the fear. Instead, you see the stories and how the stories were all created by another human. The stories do not exist, otherwise.
If you are feeling that you are getting that “down” feeling, we suggest walking in Nature, and watching how Nature carries on, even with all the stories and fear that are around it. Nature ignores. Nature can do this because it is part of the Oneness. To be part of this feeling or experience, simply go into meditation and let go of all you know. The Oneness is a calmness where you have infinite wisdom available to you.
If it feels right, try asking for help to walk apart from the fear. And, you can ask for help to feel forgiveness for your self, for others, and to feel compassion for those who do not have the guidance to be without fear, and the needs of food, clothing, shelter, safety, and security.
Your Earth Ancestors, long ago, were in that place of fear and need. They found by working with Nature, and being fully in tune with it, they could satisfy all those needs and be at one with everything. They saw themselves as caretakers. We ask you to see your self as a caretaker for what is around you. How can you do things to be more in harmony with all?
We, the Archangels of Understanding, wish you love.
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Blessings,
Judy